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NuruL iMaN

:: My personal POV ::

My bestie since primary

Perempuan Melayu Terakhir
(I mite be the second last.. hehe :P )

Cute

Funny

Independent

She claims herself talkative when I dont think
she talks much with strangers rite?

Her patience is always her virtue ;)

Good at keeping secrets *wink*

p/s - btw, I miss her company soo much!! *shrug*


LISA RASHID
(erk .. can sum ppl tell me y i am keen in this yellow color?huh?)

Firstly, I am totally screwed up in desribing myself.. u tell me!!

Like to talk, and can continously talking till I start to crap.

I consider myself .. Unpredictable.

Mood Swings .. Short temper. Frank. Meticulous.

Loves Shopping. Travelling.

I like to cook hee..wpun x sedap :D

I like good suprises. And I treasure friendship alot.

I dont favor Durians,Mee -unless it is home-made/mee mamak, Kambing, Petai.
(Europian celup.. hehe kidding!!)

Char Kuey Teow - Makes my day



(Next tag wud be Janet , Faris , Iman , Azira , Auyun , Fatima , Nisa , and Nuown Buddy!)

Aftermath

Mei Sian, Lonny, Me, Janet, Ling Tze, Adel, Farid and Anol


Us outside the Exam Hall.

Music ; Roxette - Listen To Your Heart

Agong's Birthday June 7th

Batchmates 0309'


Some of the clan.


The Hantu Laksa. Haha



Me, Lil Damia and Miss Krun ;)

Yesterday was a blast. Im living my life. Well enough.
I know He will always guide me and giving His best for me and my future.

Blessing in Disguise.

Music : Hero - Mariah Carey

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Done with the first MCQ. Half way to the end. Just a point to ponder when I start to comment or criticize on something, there is when the test came from above.
This one day I used to question my dad when I was a younger teen, why the fellow person didnt perform the prayers. And what happen to me the next day I failed to perform the Zuhur, Asar, Maghrib and Isya' prayers. Weakness that September baby should overcome - never criticize things that much ha ha ha.

Sometimes among my friends, I used to be the 'wound healer'. I listen to them and offer thoughts and advices. I heal their pain and tell them what they could do.

But in the end of the day, who listens to me? Who will heal my aches? Who will lift the burdens off my shoulders? The general impression would be this - im so good at solving others’ problems i shouldnt face any difficulties handling my own.

Medicine is a lonely profession. And so are psychologists, priests, counselors and anyone who finds oneself constantly being turned to for succor and sustenance. So im thankful for the friends and families who are always there to lend their ears, and love me unconditionally. Coz some people arent just as lucky. (adapted from a blogger..)

" When you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.."

I need to go home. Fast.

Swine Flu H1N1 (Please go away.. dont destroy my summer vacation :'( )

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Why is it named Swine Flu?

It all probably began in Mexico and parts of US in which humans have fallen ill to a strain of Swine Influenza A virus (H1N1 strain) in mid March and early April. Just like the bird flu, this means that the swine flu virus has managed to change its structure to invade the human immune system.

2. 2.Why is it such a big deal?

Because this is mutated strain ( a combination of human influenza viral strain, swine influenza viral strain and bird influenza viral strain) is something the human body is not familiar with, thus the natural immune system in us will take some time to develop antibodies against this virus to give a good fight before the virus cause too much damage.

As of now, with the flu virus being able to infect from human to human, the spread is feared to be too massive to contain, and too fast for the body to develop

3. 3.Is it treatable?

So far news and experts have reported that confirmed cases have responded well to Tamiflu(Oseltamivir) and Relenza(Zanamivir). However, this virus is resistant to amantadine and rimantadine.

4. 4.How does it transmit?

Airborne infection – from saliva droplets, from aerosol generated from the airway.

Which means if you are less than 6 metres from an infected person, you are a close contact and should be checked.

5. 5.Is Malaysia in danger?

Because of the availability of air travel, no region is safe as proclaimed by the WHO. It has also been increased to Level Four alert which means this flu virus is transmitted from human-to-human contact without any animal vectors which makes it even easier. As even Asian countries like South Korea and Thailand has reported suspected cases – we can certainly say that Malaysia is in danger just like all other countries. We cannot rule out that there are no people who are currently in Malaysia who had contracted the virus while visiting Mexico, New Zealand, US or Canada.

6. 6.What are the signs and symptoms?

It begins just like a common influenza virus illness – with fever, respiratory symptoms like sore throat, cough, and running nose. It could also cause lethargy, muscle ache and body ache. Without proper treatment – it could progress to severe pneumonia which can be fatal.

7. 7.Can I eat pork like normal?

Yes. Cooked pork no longer contain the virus.

8. 8.What can I do?

First of all, if you are not feeling well and having cough and cold, fever, go see a doctor. This is especially important if you had travel to outside the country the past two weeks, and not just in Mexico or US. Cough and sneeze responsibly without infecting others. Maintain high level of hygiene i.e handwashing, etc.

9. 9.This piece of information may not be entirely accurate as it is based on personal understanding from the currently available resources and information. Sources: WHO, CNN, Malaysiakini.

1010. Is there hope? I personally think it is. With good political leadership, community and international co-operation and sound public health management, i think the world can triumph over the swine flu scare without allowing it to progress to a global epidemic.

Music - The Climb

June 5th

Music - Im still breathing by Katy Perry

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum wbt..

The first part of therapy final exam, MCQ will be on June 5th. Dammit.
And the second part will be on June 20th. Approximately 2 weeks after. Hence, my M1
friends will be done with their finals earlier,which means they'll be doctors by 11th.
Aaa.. such a distraction by then.Huhu.

Start with the 1st Q today. Will end by..hurm I dunno when. There are like
2000 ++ Qs.
Wish me luck!;)

Toddler Growth

Music - Over you by Daughtry.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum wbt..

Second thought does counts. Complaints aside, I am thankful of everything.

Pls. Off with paeds by today. How i wish i cud swallow n remember all those ive read.
Once and for all. Its May 20th for god sake.

Lai Chee Kang

Im not sure whether I got it spelt correctly.. But this is it..
















Brilliant Jan. It tastes yummy. Thx!

Value of Life

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt.


A long time ago,there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much as much land area as he likes,then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered.Sure enough,the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could.He kept on riding and riding,whipping the horse to go as fast as possible.When he was hungry and tired,he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying.Then he asked himself,"Why did i push myself so hard to cover so much land area??Now I am dying and only need a very small area to bury myself."

Moral of the story;
The story is similar with the journey of our life.We push very hard everyday to make more money,to gain power and recognition.We neglect our health,time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love.One day when we look back,we will realize that we don’t really need that much,but we can’t turn back time for what we’ve missed.Life is not about making money,acquiring power or recognition.Life is definitely not about work!!Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life.Life is a balance of work and play,family and personal time.You have to decide how you want to balance your life.Define your priorities,realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts.Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life,the whole aim of human existence.So,take it easy,do what you want to do and appreciate nature but of course,do it with ALLAH as the center.Life is fragile and life is short.Don’t take life for granted.

Upon spending the leisure time..

The collections dat i have, except for the first pink..


Hehe i love reading. And this newbie will definitely makes my day;)


Daim Almond Cake @Ikea. My temptations since junior year.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Rite after class me and Adele went for window shopping at the new shopping complex in Moscow. The third Mega. Ive promised to accompany her to shop today since yesterday i was darn tired rite after Massad the nite before, so that makes me want to have the whole Sunday for myself. On the bed of course..:D. She got herself a pair of purple Croc shoes, cute! I just got myself the book from my favourite author,Sophie Kinsella;).
Im having Tropical Disease cycle this week. Will be having exams on 15th May. And thats the end of my 6th course semester. Mixed feelings. *shrug*

MASSAD 09'

Silat Melayu

Me Ain and Yong Ling

Dr. Ryan & Sze Voon

The lovely juniors

While waiting to give the award for Mr & Miss Massad

Best buddy, Janet

Im so happy. Yeah. This is the gift that i won during the lucky draw.
Hehe;)

Bleeding Love...

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen....

Course Conversion??

Music. Unwritten-Natasha Bedingfield.

Im not that sick. Its just that im well aware that my flu will be getting worse once I go out since the current wheater indicate -3. So Ive decided to take a step back,stay at home and enjoy the quite moment. Yohooo!!=)

Yesterday, since we ( me and my friends) discussed alot bout expenses, esp during our trip to Spain in July, Ive been thinking. I would treasure the opportunity to become a banker, alot. Haha. I think the gene from my dad makes me admire accounting,economic or something to do with it. But bec in Junior Science College, my dad strictly did not allowed me to take accounting. Even as the additional subjects. No cross path for accounts & me then. But Im still thankful for the life I have now..
Ive been wanting to join the corporate job, dealing with ppl and esp the bank. Till now I cant find any crossroad for medicine & banking ? Er.. except for the panel clinics. Hehehe.God,any ideas ppl? Im not that good in managing my things yea i knoe lol, my clothes especially (harhar).. But hey im pretty cool in managing my money tho its abit off sometimes. (all the time). Pretty much whinning, its just that i think its OK to look at your past life once awhile.

Ive been contacted by a friend of mine from Johor yesterday evening. It was a suprise since we havent keep in touch with each other for quite sometimes. And yea he came with alot of updates of life and stuff, even left me a memorable sms :

"Whatever problems that we mite have.. Yang penting mcm Nabi kate, orang mukmin itu bile diberi nikmat kebahagiaan dia bersyukur - dapat pahala... Apabila diberi ujian, masalah, dia bersabar, diberi pahala juga. So, dua2 dapat pahala..Hidup ni banyak persoalan tp kita tak perlu risau dgn persoalan2 ini,mungkin Allah sengaja menguji hambanya.."

Its a comforting message. He's having a hard time for himself . Well, who doesnt rite!

Till then.
Wassalam

A visit of Menteri Terengganu.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt

Fatigue and sleepy. Hehehe.. Last nite was a blast in embassy, well, i've attended the Meeting for anak-anak Terengganu since the their minister paid them a visit.

DAAA, I knoe obviously im not one huahua but i went there on behalf of the RMSA members.Luckily these anak Terenganus was awarded with 200USD last nite. All of them.Cis. (How i wish Lim Guan Eng wud come and do the same ;( ..). Furthermore, I had the opportunity to eat at the same table with En. Razali, I think he's one of the important ppl, in Yayasan Tganu, if im not mistaken,The Head. (Luckily dia baik, so kenyang jgk aku makan tak pyh kontrol=p)

All of them, the delegates are very friendly to the students,very2 humble I can say. Tganu is about to send more ppl doing medicine outside the country, Russia is one of the place-of-choice. And for Engineering too.
We came back after a great dinner around 11. This week Immunology is killing me slowly actually but, yea i had extra time for myself before the killing last 2 subjects plus exams in 2 weeks. Back to books. Chiows.

wassalam.

Some people think they are good producers. They enjoy making dramas. Yarkss.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Yea well, I am not possessed at the current moment. Perhaps later. I remember my senior back in SMAI once told me, we will only be famous of two kinds of things. By a good behaviour or bad one. U make your choice. Nevertheless,there r many posers who'd choose the latter. The reason y is because they think they are 'cool' by acting so, they produce "dramas", a good one.
Sadly the fact is dat they dont realise that ppl just take them as another moron on earth. God.
Good luck in ur future dramas!er..Doctors?

Okay.. part from that. Life gives us alot of options. Quoted from an article,
Decisions, choices, options!

These are the things in life which you will have to make in order to decide what’s best for you. It is important to weigh the options you have carefully. So when you finally make up your mind, you leave no room for dismay.

Looking back, Ive turned down quite a number of offers. I dont regret them anyway for u know
there are reasons it all turned down at that time - a valid one.

1. Offer to study in Aussie (MARA) biotech - turned down.

2. UIAM Matriculation (Medicine ) - turned down.

3. Pursue the English Course at British Council (Upper Intermediate)
- turned down.

I was given with many good opportunities but I had the option to choose. Those are some of the good offers that I have received, but taking all things in, I chose to turn down the offers. Sometimes, it is not just about how well the study place is known, or how promising the future can be for you. It is just about your passion. And what you love to do.

Sure, life has got its up and down. But I know Allah is always there, guiding me, and giving His best, for me and my future.

Way to go, MAMA.

I wud want to make this life easier for me. Currently reading Normal Fetal Dev & Growth of 10th teachers ( I owe myself another 5 topics today).

This evening I attended CME organised by RMSA, spending time on Malaria and Endocrine disease which I got myself correct. (yeay!). The pt comes at first with CC ( chief complaints) similar to Diabetic Patient (DM normal symptoms like Polyphagia,polydipsia,polyuria - nocturia esp..blabla) but when it comes to the Family History of Brain tumor; there I wud like to include my Cushing Disease in the Diagnosis as we knw, having cancer in the family exposes an extremely high risk of inheritance.

I called home this afternoon(around 4pm Msia tyme) talking with my mom. Requested for a new baju kurung for my graduation. Cant believe it I talk crap as eg. this sentence - ' Semua org ade baju baru, Lisa sorg je takde =('.. har har har.. Its Funny. I knw I sounded like a retard-kindergarden gurl. WELL, what to do, i realised it too late after i hang up the phone. Luckily she come with the
consolation ' Ala ada yg ungu tu baru pakai sekali, and baju Nana cantik warna brown. Nnt Ma htr dua2. Nak buat baru tak padan dgn nk tempah lg, ur graduation in Msia nnt kita buat baru'.
--> See,phew.. hehe. I'd always be a child to my mom, small one i meant. I envy my sissy Nana, she always comes up with a nicely designed baju kurung/kebaya. Surely better taste than mine:)). I hate to make things difficult , ended up wearing the same old things. Hey but careful, when it comes for me being fussy u wudnt wan to come near me then;p.

Study has been very boring these few days. But i need to,i have to. Perhaps for the rest of my life then. Of the title above, I just cant wait to see all the future "mama's" in the labour room in O& G dpt. which i last saw during my 5th clinical years. I hope I grad with flying colors theoritical knwlegde of medicine as im working with humans, emotionally oriented object which can feel the Pain, Sensitivity. (Accurate diagnose/cure/advise,prevent)

Spain & London getaway~!

Yeap. Im off to this soooooooo-longed-to-go country (Spain) for me rite after graduation,Insyallah. Wud be my last destination afterall.
Checklist status:

1. Ryan Air Domestics Granada-Barca = confirmed
2. Luggage Bookings = confirmed
3. Barca hostel = confirmed
4. Flite to and fro Moscow = Confirmed
5. Accomodations and ticketing (London) = Shu's friend, ticket kiv
6. Domestics Barca- London = Confirmed
7. Madrid Hostel = Confirmed

That are the few things that need some catch-ups later. Drop by London to shop since the GBP falls great againts other currencies. *drool*

So Long , Jimmy,,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

And thats the song i used to listen again n again during my jr 3rd year by James Blunt. This Sat is not as good as it supposed to be, dim cloudy wheather but hey i aint gonna sleep bec yah. Had enough beauty sleep last nitey ^_^...

Now its 915am. Havent had my breakfast yet, wandering around some blogs and catch myself with this one topic CRF ( chronic renal failure). A very familiar one. But hardly remember the management. So guess I'd work my ass of this morning on this topic with Kumar & Clark's help, with reference to Msia Hosp doses of Sarawak's handbook.

Guess dats for now. Will be writing more later when i feel empty.
Wassalam.

p/s- that was my cuzzie Nabilah & hubby wish u both happiness in life forever! blessed with many childrens ahaks;)

Kelas Onkologi (Cancer)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Best giler ah mgu ni kelas relaxx... oncology lecture je.. balik awl.. n tak tensi ( paling penting ) ..
Harini bgn awl kul 5 still x smpt nk bfast sbb ralit.. asyik .. and lastly mkn bun apple ( ablochni pirozhki) kt hosp... nice one.. yummyumm...

...Huarghhh...(yawn)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Harini or pada ketika ini aku tersangatlah mengantuk.. sambil revise psl Lymphoma kt Clin Medicine .Macam biasa la org kate mike klu bkk buku je mstila ada aura2 mengantuk tuh kan... Skang pukul 620 pagi, kul 8 nk g class. Mgu ni kelas Oncology, blaja pasal cancer :

1) Cancer Overview
2) Malignant Tumor Progression
3) Molecular biology of cancer
4) Cancer (Clinical)
- screening
- diagnosis
- staging
- treatment
- prevention
- M & M ( morbidity and mortality)

p/s = senarai kt atas tu checklist aku je..keskes..

Smlm dah settle like 30 % tiket utk g cuti-cuti luar negara..yuhuu.. heh(sob3 bile pk bab duit).. lepas grad insyallah..
x sabar nak keje, lagi around 2 months lebih sket nk balik, in spite of all the hassles being told by fellow friends and moron,insensitive bloggers bout working life in homeland.. i wud still consider dat i need to prepare myself to the world; not that it had effect on our self-esteem at any cause.

Ok nak sambung blaja.. sambil melayan lagu hadith 6, and atas nama cinta ... err.. ter 'encounter' this type of song act..then mtk dgn are.. ape2 source nasyid - are (hazman - the junior).. comp aku xde nasyid.Bukan xdak sbb aku x dgr ok, aku mmg delete semua lagu pun.. xnak kasik slow,semua letak dlm iPod je..huahua..
next time pulak .. wassalam..

Lalalala.. Perut Lapar Hati Pun x Suka..=(

Nobody wants you...
Nobody makes you happy..
Nobody likes you..
Nobody misses you...
Nobody wants good things for you...
Nobody care about you.
Dont cry!


For my name is..nobody=') -Nurul Alyaa Rashid-

Assalamualaikum wbt... Hehe..

The short intro was actually an sms sent by my youngest sissy Alyaa..(makes my day coz dah lame x main sms2 foward2 nih ha...mls@ costly ok 1 sms to Malaysia). She's in form 3 currently studying in Mrsm Langkawi ., school? boring..blablabla...I like to tease her, alot. especially when im bored during weekends got nothing much to do.(apart fr study which i think kinda lame if i keep on mentioning in out here=)..ngee )
I like her voice, cute on the phone. but she's bigger than me if u see her,haha.. in sense on height n weight. I need to 'bajet' the time she went out for outing coz its illegal to bring hp to school. Biasela .. budak skolah..borinnnnnnnnngg.... harharhar..

As usual, I forgot to buy my roti and my telur fr the kedai downstairs.. kalau tak esok dah leh bfast scrambled egg dah.sluurrpp... hm.. I shud start gettin my ass off this chair n cook. Esok ade test zachut.. need to revise back all the endocrinology diseases that ive learnt the week through..
Guess... cya!!
wassalam..

p/s- gamba maggi di atas ialah hasil kelaparan aku yg begitu kronik.. hehe.. dlu masa skolah irsyad seriyes gile x nak makan maggi until this one girl ckp aku terdengar " kawan abg aku makan megi masuk je u".. so.. aku pk masa tu klu mkn megi aku pn smpt masuk u.. (siap nk keluar dah ni,insyallah..heheh).. still its x elok utk sllu..emergency call sahaja.sekian.

Endocrinology..

Hyeeeeeeeeeeee....Assalamualaikum...

Woweee..its been a while aight?? So today i'd like to blabber bout my current cycle , Endocrinology and how has it been for the past 3 days.

Basically this sem we are just repeating those weve learnt last semester, few glands that are important for our body ; Hypothalamus-hyphophysis (Head), Thymus , Thyroid (neck), Adrenal (kidney), Ovary (Woman).

Boringggggg...all day long bout the study thingy, I know. But what to do, next month will be the final class for us the finalists here. And July's approching, meaning that somehow my footsteps is toward the hectic-so-not-dream job as an Intern. I shall stop whinning as i knw the upcoming job going to be a noble job (provided with right intention)-serving human's need.
(and as His slave's of course)

I had my early breakfast at 6am, nasik with ayam masak merah..lol. Cook it with fresh red chillies plus lots of onions n lemon grass. Taste - great!!!! =p (except for the fact that it is kinda spicy)..
Later on i went to class, around 745 am. Arrive at 910, 10 mins late but the teacher wasnt in yet. Lucky me,weeooo.. The class is abit compressed coz we squeeze in 2 groups together. Hypoxic-not. The ventilation is still good somehow.

Around 12 we follow ward rounds,checking these patients with endocrine diseases such as Diabetis Mellitus (kencing manih), Underdeveloped (maybe due to lack of Somatotropin Hormone) and few more. What caught my interest is that this lady,A, age 22, but actually she looks like a child, 143 cm height, and no secondary female sex characteristic. Its an unusual case, not that ive seen much in Russia. She did attend a Genetic Centre to run some test, and the defect is actually in her gene. Not because of the hormonal dysbalance or interruption. Somehow there's probability that her mother mite experienced injury/trauma during her pregnancy or etc.
I feel sorry for her, as i can see that she's quite unhappy with the presence of many med students around her.(we are about her age tho..).

Shortwhile after that we buzz off bec to class, do few check-ups on a 16 year old boy suspected having Cushing's Disease (Tumor in Pituitary Gland(head) ).. Pendek cite, most common symptoms is sudden weight gain, manifest by central obesity. Then we did some palpations on his neck ..
Oleh sbb ms tu tak ramai org dlm kelas ( yg td ramai2 semua dah cabut balik lepas lecture) Aku buat again dkt Jetman, classmate aku sbb last2 tension takut x dpt buat dgn cara yg betul. Spttnya lepas lecture balik,ramai org balik sbb igt dah takde class. Sbb masa tu awal lagi, aku rasa tak worth plak balik awal dah dtg jauh2..balik blk xde anak pon nk jage..hehehe..

So alkisahnya tula sikit sebanyak ape yg jadi harini..harini tensi lg time balik class sbb ttiap kali naik lif hostel msti lupe nk singgah kedai bawah beli roti and telur. Roti utk breakfast, telur reserved food. Incase malas2 kan..telur penyelamat.. protein tinggi tuuue... haha.. Bukan ape,malas nk naik trn lif 2-3 kali.. bertapa je dlm blk.. sikit lagi jadi batu belah batu bertangkup..ups.. heh heh..

Malam ni dpt nasi ayam free..weewoo! Rezeki..alhamdulillah...

Live will be very busy from now on.. focus harder..will enjoy my every single day as student before we all go bec to msia and become slaves... huahuahua...
till then,
wassalam..

Hari yg Ceria XXX

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum wbt..

Hmm... cerianye hidup aku.. hari2 terbangun awl since cerah pun awl.. today they'll change to GMT +3 bec in Moscow. Meaning i have to add anther one hour to the clock tonight.
This morning we r having Interbatch games 4 m2 students(my uni).. im kinda lazy n tired since there's only a small number of ppl in my batch..
provided all the finalist been given opp to play for free,so ill just go:D
Dunno how it'll be.Ill post it next time yeh!

Big - Time Moron ..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahimm..

Harini aku sangat2 stress dan tension..xde mood..
As stubborn as i can be, klu aku mls or takde mood tu.. mmg ape2 pn xtau.. harap2 kne rajin la lps ni n cant live with the same attitude every day. Not good to nurture a future healthcare personnel.

Mule2 pg cls,supposely today turn aku buat Cardiac Resuscitation (CPR) kt patung tu.. alkisahnya, taktau knape pagi2 xde mood. Aku pun tak buat dgn alasan letih,aku promise akan buat esoknya Jumaat. Mane tak, tgk sume org tercungap2,kene practise 7 complex ( 30 pressing x 2 breathing)..dlm masa 2 minit je!! Sorg je yg lepas smlm..tu pun muke dah hyperemia (merah2).. silap2 die plak yg akan dibuat CPR hahaha..

Balik2 then a friend of mine buzz me, telling that weve been fined for speeding in Italy last time.. so, there goes my RM80.. haih.. long time summer thing still holds. There.

After that, what bothers me most is friends coming over from msia. There are not coming here to Moscow, they gonna meet me London.(the actual plan) And the fickle minded part, just similar to mine- makes me cant deal with it like a plus plus magnetic pole.There.

Then there is this stupid so called-meeting. I hate the word. Hate the fact that i have to live with it for the rest of my life..GOD.Why on earth u choose a weekday to have one? Im an evil. I dont mind at all to ignore it and just pretend like i knw nothing bout it. Ignorance is bliss somehow. Ive done that so many times.
I walk with senior 'licence" anyways. huhu.. But this time ill go. The reason is : No reason. Ppl do stupid things smtms. I will in 10 mins from now, sacrifice my 1 hour study time,or at least my sweet time on the bed. Who cares.

At this moment im having this contracting pain on my abdomen. Im not pregnant. Its the PMS thing that is normal during menses. Thats the label for all my emotional expression up above..

God..please make all these things gone from my mind..from my sight.. and from my heart..
make me more accepting and understand that things wont always go my way despite how hard i want them to be..for real.

p/s- to my bro Hafiz, if u happen to read this i just wanna say sorry for throwing all the tantrums to you just now. Nah.. result for keep bugging me for unnecessary reasons at the wrong time. Okla.. wishlist-baju Topman tis summer status approved with no argue.

Baju Grad

Jeng2... baju grad dah siap:D:D:D... Borang SPA dah isi utk interview.. time to study hard, o yea lg 4 bulan... aja2!!

...Monday Blues...

Yeah.. harini hari first Anesthesiology..
I had a day-full of Monday Blues...sleepy eyes, drowsy head.. At the end of 2nd lecture, Nadia my classmate raised her hand to the teacher and point to me..

" Ana ocen golodna..zdec ects cafe?? " ( she is very hungry do u have cafe around here)

At that moment guess what im doing, Im holding Zharif's Shepherd Pie and slowly i gv it bec to him.. erkk... takde notis wey makcik ni nk sound cikgu pun.. haha
the actual Q i asked her is where is the cafe??? Then the teacher looked straight to me,
" Y dont u just go home... im afraid ull faint soon"..

WOW... its like a god gracious gift to me HAHAHA... dreams come true blablabla..
i bet the teacher notice my 'seposen' face in front of her while copying the lecture.. haih... what a day..wink2.. Lepas lecture tu takde class pun,just a demo on practical way of doing... hah.. ntohle.. esok tny budak2 lain..

Well its nothing 2 do with the picture above.Its an Aromatherapy kinda-thing with Rosemary plus Lavender scents. It helps alot,ive tried n u shud too=)..konon for stress eyes..(I got read at the labels up there).. Its a complimentary gift fr Maybank well i dunno when since i found it at home n brought it here.U hafta place it in the freezer first before using it and keep it bec there after that...nah.. gud sleeep tonite;)

Pot Luck

Assalamualaikum wbt..

As the title above, today Me, Shima, Rodo, Krun & Krin like d rest weekly activities -are
attending Aunty Arfah's new place ( well not considered so new as she's moved in there since earle Dec). Not to forget Auyun & her boyfie are joining too.It is a simple Apartment consists of four bed-rooms, nicely decorated English style Apartment with a
spacious living room for guests; combined with the bar-like kitchen. Ok. I wish mine in the future will be like one too. LOL.

Apart from the house, the dishes or more likely what we are planning to cook today. I insisted on making chicken pie yesterday when suddenly I heard Shima shouting out loud :

" Krun n Krin dah book chicken pie so ko tak boleh.. Kene pikir menu lain,"GOD...

Tensen nih.. but luckily I came up with this recipe :

• 1/3 cup vegetable oil
• 2 tablespoons lime juice
• 1/2 teaspoon grated lime zest
• 2 cloves crushed garlic
• 1 1/2 teaspoons fresh oregano
• 1/4 teaspoon red pepper flakes
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper
• 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves

1. In a shallow glass dish, mix the oil, lime juice, lime zest, garlic, oregano, red pepper flakes, salt, and black pepper. Add chicken, and turn to coat. Cover, and marinate in the refrigerator for 1 hour, turning occasionally.
2. Preheat grill for medium-high heat.
3. Lightly oil the grill grate. Drain and discard marinade. Grill chicken for 6 to 8 minutes each side, or until juices run clear.

Ok. that was the picture from the allrecipes.com. hehe(not mine).. wait n see till mine turn out to be what ..hurm im not a brilliant cook when it comes to western menus. Anyhoos i want to add in some brown sugar and honey n see what it'll look like..most of the recipes here they consume brown sweety. heh, semangat.. semangat...

Saturday Kitchen..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

A good relaxing long Saturday is what most students awaiting for, bump in and off the bed without being chase by guilty moods. heh:). Thats me.

Smlm,Jumaat straight lepas clss aku balik bilik dengan penuh rase lapar gile tp takde makanan. Bihun goreng semalam dah slmt dibantai masa bfast pagi td,sblm test zachut.
Lapar yg luar biasa nih, sbb tgk x-ray byk sgt. x larat nk pk,plus kt hosp TB tu dah tkde cafe. On the bright side mmg sepp habis la kan duit aku,hahah..

Yet bila balik2 bilik Husna pun call,ckp dtg spartiv n we both had lunch 2gether. Sedap dan kenyang.. spt biasa.. lepas2 kenyang mata pun mengantuk. Tadi masa on the way dr hostel aku
ke tempat die, around 30-45 mins naik Bas n Metro..mak ai
mengangtuk gile ba**** sampai kan tersengguk2 n ade skali tu terlepas paper bag dlm metro.
Tp nothing humiliating happenslah,hehe. Around 4pm aku sampai.

Lepas makan ktorg bersembang,lepak2.. tgk cite hantu yg tak takut langsung @ keliwon
dgn internet yg mcm siput sedut tu.. Mata aku pn berat,.. kaki pun berat.. (sign that i need to put off weights).. So since mgu depan subjek baru n xde la nk bz sgt pn,aku decide to stay back n tido sana..
Esoknya my fren Shima buat bfast,yummy.. cucur ikan bilis yg rapuh gile. Ktorg lepak 3 org,makan sambil tgk ANTM.. biasela, nk jadi supermodel dah terlepas..haha.But its quite an interesting reality tv series to watch. At least we can observe the latest fashion by some famous designers or figure out how bunch of baby girls yg starting jalan atas runaway pun x reti end up being a very vigourous Top Models..hehe

For lunch or late lunch we served ourself nasi goreng n lauk smlm.. still nice..
Thanx to Shima n Husna for catering me.. Then late after isyak we all went out , they are attending manesh while im heading to M2,my very own hostel.
Supposely ada match futsal mlm ni,friendly dgn M1 team tp jam plak td, n sampai sini pn dah lewat.. x pegi.. rase jahatla pulak sbb dah janji..mesti budak2 ni marah kan,huhu.
Layankan aje,nk wat macam mane bila en. malas dah dtg ... huahua.. perut dah knyg beb...
Need to do some revision bout TB before sleeping,ade killer Q fr cikgu yg bt aku pk 300x sblm jwb..tsk tsk..

TGI Friday

Today is Friday... most favourable day of the week..
sbb cuti dua hari.. sape yang x suka cuti kan..
boleh tido lebih2.. n buat mcm2..
hehe..lepas ni kalau kerja sure dah
xde dah cuti weekend..
Selamat bercuti 4 all!

Kekronikan yang nyata

Ok.. pecah rekod hidup aku harini ade blog sndiri setelah.. masuk kali ni mgkin 5 kali percubaan nk buat blog hhahhhahahaha... suka hati la.. aku x berbakat as im not an eloquent writer,big time.heh.

Org sllu ckp psl blog2.. since intenet mscow ni laju to the maximum level why not aku menggunakan semaxium level.. heh.nk upload mnde2 ke.. ape2 ke..seb baik byr murah..
balik rumah kt tmn slmt malas btul aku nk online sbb smntara tgu utube loading sempat abeh satu rumah aku sapu..wahahahha...
see thats y.. ni cita tenet umah aku la yg weng.. hehe.

so harini aku nk tls pasal test mcq tuberculosis yg spttnya ada harini.. tp sbb cikgu smgt betul nk ngaja so layan jela.. abes2 clss dlm kul 12 15 tghhari tu ada lecture plak.. aku ni punye la berdebar,sbb x bace abes smlm..bgn2 konon nk study tp stdla jiwa kacau..mata lain otak lain.. but as ppl said..take all the problems as a challenge n bukan a burden to you..
insyallah youll get through everything when u never thought u wud.
pagi2 hari aku keluar x naik bas ( spttnya free sbb dah ade pass) .. ambik mashrut (mcm van kene byr 25ruble = 2.70rm approx).. lyn sbb igt dh lmbt.. tp awl gak..sb baik hosp dekat..
yg best tu..end of lecture.. xde pulak mcq,dibatalkan.. alkisah
maka hijaulah muke bdk2 lelaki cls aku esp, rajin2 belaka mereka itu..haha.. sbb dah study kan..tp bagus la..at least mlm ni x la kalut mcm aku..
so aku kene double the effort harini.. utk cover yg smlm..moral of the story : xleh tido n konon2 bgn mlm.. wpun rasa lain study mlm ni.. cpt masuk,n tenang.. dari pengalaman aku sendiri la..
tp xpelah.... start je skrg..xyah byk songeh.. hihi.. okeys..
laters.harap2 ok la esoknye..
oklah,till next time. tata.

Lalalala..

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