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NuruL iMaN

:: My personal POV ::

My bestie since primary

Perempuan Melayu Terakhir
(I mite be the second last.. hehe :P )

Cute

Funny

Independent

She claims herself talkative when I dont think
she talks much with strangers rite?

Her patience is always her virtue ;)

Good at keeping secrets *wink*

p/s - btw, I miss her company soo much!! *shrug*


LISA RASHID
(erk .. can sum ppl tell me y i am keen in this yellow color?huh?)

Firstly, I am totally screwed up in desribing myself.. u tell me!!

Like to talk, and can continously talking till I start to crap.

I consider myself .. Unpredictable.

Mood Swings .. Short temper. Frank. Meticulous.

Loves Shopping. Travelling.

I like to cook hee..wpun x sedap :D

I like good suprises. And I treasure friendship alot.

I dont favor Durians,Mee -unless it is home-made/mee mamak, Kambing, Petai.
(Europian celup.. hehe kidding!!)

Char Kuey Teow - Makes my day



(Next tag wud be Janet , Faris , Iman , Azira , Auyun , Fatima , Nisa , and Nuown Buddy!)

Aftermath

Mei Sian, Lonny, Me, Janet, Ling Tze, Adel, Farid and Anol


Us outside the Exam Hall.

Music ; Roxette - Listen To Your Heart

Agong's Birthday June 7th

Batchmates 0309'


Some of the clan.


The Hantu Laksa. Haha



Me, Lil Damia and Miss Krun ;)

Yesterday was a blast. Im living my life. Well enough.
I know He will always guide me and giving His best for me and my future.

Blessing in Disguise.

Music : Hero - Mariah Carey

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Done with the first MCQ. Half way to the end. Just a point to ponder when I start to comment or criticize on something, there is when the test came from above.
This one day I used to question my dad when I was a younger teen, why the fellow person didnt perform the prayers. And what happen to me the next day I failed to perform the Zuhur, Asar, Maghrib and Isya' prayers. Weakness that September baby should overcome - never criticize things that much ha ha ha.

Sometimes among my friends, I used to be the 'wound healer'. I listen to them and offer thoughts and advices. I heal their pain and tell them what they could do.

But in the end of the day, who listens to me? Who will heal my aches? Who will lift the burdens off my shoulders? The general impression would be this - im so good at solving others’ problems i shouldnt face any difficulties handling my own.

Medicine is a lonely profession. And so are psychologists, priests, counselors and anyone who finds oneself constantly being turned to for succor and sustenance. So im thankful for the friends and families who are always there to lend their ears, and love me unconditionally. Coz some people arent just as lucky. (adapted from a blogger..)

" When you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you.."

I need to go home. Fast.

Swine Flu H1N1 (Please go away.. dont destroy my summer vacation :'( )

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Why is it named Swine Flu?

It all probably began in Mexico and parts of US in which humans have fallen ill to a strain of Swine Influenza A virus (H1N1 strain) in mid March and early April. Just like the bird flu, this means that the swine flu virus has managed to change its structure to invade the human immune system.

2. 2.Why is it such a big deal?

Because this is mutated strain ( a combination of human influenza viral strain, swine influenza viral strain and bird influenza viral strain) is something the human body is not familiar with, thus the natural immune system in us will take some time to develop antibodies against this virus to give a good fight before the virus cause too much damage.

As of now, with the flu virus being able to infect from human to human, the spread is feared to be too massive to contain, and too fast for the body to develop

3. 3.Is it treatable?

So far news and experts have reported that confirmed cases have responded well to Tamiflu(Oseltamivir) and Relenza(Zanamivir). However, this virus is resistant to amantadine and rimantadine.

4. 4.How does it transmit?

Airborne infection – from saliva droplets, from aerosol generated from the airway.

Which means if you are less than 6 metres from an infected person, you are a close contact and should be checked.

5. 5.Is Malaysia in danger?

Because of the availability of air travel, no region is safe as proclaimed by the WHO. It has also been increased to Level Four alert which means this flu virus is transmitted from human-to-human contact without any animal vectors which makes it even easier. As even Asian countries like South Korea and Thailand has reported suspected cases – we can certainly say that Malaysia is in danger just like all other countries. We cannot rule out that there are no people who are currently in Malaysia who had contracted the virus while visiting Mexico, New Zealand, US or Canada.

6. 6.What are the signs and symptoms?

It begins just like a common influenza virus illness – with fever, respiratory symptoms like sore throat, cough, and running nose. It could also cause lethargy, muscle ache and body ache. Without proper treatment – it could progress to severe pneumonia which can be fatal.

7. 7.Can I eat pork like normal?

Yes. Cooked pork no longer contain the virus.

8. 8.What can I do?

First of all, if you are not feeling well and having cough and cold, fever, go see a doctor. This is especially important if you had travel to outside the country the past two weeks, and not just in Mexico or US. Cough and sneeze responsibly without infecting others. Maintain high level of hygiene i.e handwashing, etc.

9. 9.This piece of information may not be entirely accurate as it is based on personal understanding from the currently available resources and information. Sources: WHO, CNN, Malaysiakini.

1010. Is there hope? I personally think it is. With good political leadership, community and international co-operation and sound public health management, i think the world can triumph over the swine flu scare without allowing it to progress to a global epidemic.

Music - The Climb

June 5th

Music - Im still breathing by Katy Perry

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamualaikum wbt..

The first part of therapy final exam, MCQ will be on June 5th. Dammit.
And the second part will be on June 20th. Approximately 2 weeks after. Hence, my M1
friends will be done with their finals earlier,which means they'll be doctors by 11th.
Aaa.. such a distraction by then.Huhu.

Start with the 1st Q today. Will end by..hurm I dunno when. There are like
2000 ++ Qs.
Wish me luck!;)

Toddler Growth

Music - Over you by Daughtry.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum wbt..

Second thought does counts. Complaints aside, I am thankful of everything.

Pls. Off with paeds by today. How i wish i cud swallow n remember all those ive read.
Once and for all. Its May 20th for god sake.

Lai Chee Kang

Im not sure whether I got it spelt correctly.. But this is it..
















Brilliant Jan. It tastes yummy. Thx!

Value of Life

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt.


A long time ago,there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much as much land area as he likes,then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered.Sure enough,the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could.He kept on riding and riding,whipping the horse to go as fast as possible.When he was hungry and tired,he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible.Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying.Then he asked himself,"Why did i push myself so hard to cover so much land area??Now I am dying and only need a very small area to bury myself."

Moral of the story;
The story is similar with the journey of our life.We push very hard everyday to make more money,to gain power and recognition.We neglect our health,time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love.One day when we look back,we will realize that we don’t really need that much,but we can’t turn back time for what we’ve missed.Life is not about making money,acquiring power or recognition.Life is definitely not about work!!Work is only necessary to keep us living so as to enjoy the beauty and pleasures of life.Life is a balance of work and play,family and personal time.You have to decide how you want to balance your life.Define your priorities,realize what you are able to compromise but always let some of your decisions be based on your instincts.Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life,the whole aim of human existence.So,take it easy,do what you want to do and appreciate nature but of course,do it with ALLAH as the center.Life is fragile and life is short.Don’t take life for granted.

Upon spending the leisure time..

The collections dat i have, except for the first pink..


Hehe i love reading. And this newbie will definitely makes my day;)


Daim Almond Cake @Ikea. My temptations since junior year.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Rite after class me and Adele went for window shopping at the new shopping complex in Moscow. The third Mega. Ive promised to accompany her to shop today since yesterday i was darn tired rite after Massad the nite before, so that makes me want to have the whole Sunday for myself. On the bed of course..:D. She got herself a pair of purple Croc shoes, cute! I just got myself the book from my favourite author,Sophie Kinsella;).
Im having Tropical Disease cycle this week. Will be having exams on 15th May. And thats the end of my 6th course semester. Mixed feelings. *shrug*

MASSAD 09'

Silat Melayu

Me Ain and Yong Ling

Dr. Ryan & Sze Voon

The lovely juniors

While waiting to give the award for Mr & Miss Massad

Best buddy, Janet

Im so happy. Yeah. This is the gift that i won during the lucky draw.
Hehe;)

Bleeding Love...

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen....

Course Conversion??

Music. Unwritten-Natasha Bedingfield.

Im not that sick. Its just that im well aware that my flu will be getting worse once I go out since the current wheater indicate -3. So Ive decided to take a step back,stay at home and enjoy the quite moment. Yohooo!!=)

Yesterday, since we ( me and my friends) discussed alot bout expenses, esp during our trip to Spain in July, Ive been thinking. I would treasure the opportunity to become a banker, alot. Haha. I think the gene from my dad makes me admire accounting,economic or something to do with it. But bec in Junior Science College, my dad strictly did not allowed me to take accounting. Even as the additional subjects. No cross path for accounts & me then. But Im still thankful for the life I have now..
Ive been wanting to join the corporate job, dealing with ppl and esp the bank. Till now I cant find any crossroad for medicine & banking ? Er.. except for the panel clinics. Hehehe.God,any ideas ppl? Im not that good in managing my things yea i knoe lol, my clothes especially (harhar).. But hey im pretty cool in managing my money tho its abit off sometimes. (all the time). Pretty much whinning, its just that i think its OK to look at your past life once awhile.

Ive been contacted by a friend of mine from Johor yesterday evening. It was a suprise since we havent keep in touch with each other for quite sometimes. And yea he came with alot of updates of life and stuff, even left me a memorable sms :

"Whatever problems that we mite have.. Yang penting mcm Nabi kate, orang mukmin itu bile diberi nikmat kebahagiaan dia bersyukur - dapat pahala... Apabila diberi ujian, masalah, dia bersabar, diberi pahala juga. So, dua2 dapat pahala..Hidup ni banyak persoalan tp kita tak perlu risau dgn persoalan2 ini,mungkin Allah sengaja menguji hambanya.."

Its a comforting message. He's having a hard time for himself . Well, who doesnt rite!

Till then.
Wassalam

A visit of Menteri Terengganu.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt

Fatigue and sleepy. Hehehe.. Last nite was a blast in embassy, well, i've attended the Meeting for anak-anak Terengganu since the their minister paid them a visit.

DAAA, I knoe obviously im not one huahua but i went there on behalf of the RMSA members.Luckily these anak Terenganus was awarded with 200USD last nite. All of them.Cis. (How i wish Lim Guan Eng wud come and do the same ;( ..). Furthermore, I had the opportunity to eat at the same table with En. Razali, I think he's one of the important ppl, in Yayasan Tganu, if im not mistaken,The Head. (Luckily dia baik, so kenyang jgk aku makan tak pyh kontrol=p)

All of them, the delegates are very friendly to the students,very2 humble I can say. Tganu is about to send more ppl doing medicine outside the country, Russia is one of the place-of-choice. And for Engineering too.
We came back after a great dinner around 11. This week Immunology is killing me slowly actually but, yea i had extra time for myself before the killing last 2 subjects plus exams in 2 weeks. Back to books. Chiows.

wassalam.

Some people think they are good producers. They enjoy making dramas. Yarkss.

At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away.

Yea well, I am not possessed at the current moment. Perhaps later. I remember my senior back in SMAI once told me, we will only be famous of two kinds of things. By a good behaviour or bad one. U make your choice. Nevertheless,there r many posers who'd choose the latter. The reason y is because they think they are 'cool' by acting so, they produce "dramas", a good one.
Sadly the fact is dat they dont realise that ppl just take them as another moron on earth. God.
Good luck in ur future dramas!er..Doctors?

Okay.. part from that. Life gives us alot of options. Quoted from an article,
Decisions, choices, options!

These are the things in life which you will have to make in order to decide what’s best for you. It is important to weigh the options you have carefully. So when you finally make up your mind, you leave no room for dismay.

Looking back, Ive turned down quite a number of offers. I dont regret them anyway for u know
there are reasons it all turned down at that time - a valid one.

1. Offer to study in Aussie (MARA) biotech - turned down.

2. UIAM Matriculation (Medicine ) - turned down.

3. Pursue the English Course at British Council (Upper Intermediate)
- turned down.

I was given with many good opportunities but I had the option to choose. Those are some of the good offers that I have received, but taking all things in, I chose to turn down the offers. Sometimes, it is not just about how well the study place is known, or how promising the future can be for you. It is just about your passion. And what you love to do.

Sure, life has got its up and down. But I know Allah is always there, guiding me, and giving His best, for me and my future.

Way to go, MAMA.

I wud want to make this life easier for me. Currently reading Normal Fetal Dev & Growth of 10th teachers ( I owe myself another 5 topics today).

This evening I attended CME organised by RMSA, spending time on Malaria and Endocrine disease which I got myself correct. (yeay!). The pt comes at first with CC ( chief complaints) similar to Diabetic Patient (DM normal symptoms like Polyphagia,polydipsia,polyuria - nocturia esp..blabla) but when it comes to the Family History of Brain tumor; there I wud like to include my Cushing Disease in the Diagnosis as we knw, having cancer in the family exposes an extremely high risk of inheritance.

I called home this afternoon(around 4pm Msia tyme) talking with my mom. Requested for a new baju kurung for my graduation. Cant believe it I talk crap as eg. this sentence - ' Semua org ade baju baru, Lisa sorg je takde =('.. har har har.. Its Funny. I knw I sounded like a retard-kindergarden gurl. WELL, what to do, i realised it too late after i hang up the phone. Luckily she come with the
consolation ' Ala ada yg ungu tu baru pakai sekali, and baju Nana cantik warna brown. Nnt Ma htr dua2. Nak buat baru tak padan dgn nk tempah lg, ur graduation in Msia nnt kita buat baru'.
--> See,phew.. hehe. I'd always be a child to my mom, small one i meant. I envy my sissy Nana, she always comes up with a nicely designed baju kurung/kebaya. Surely better taste than mine:)). I hate to make things difficult , ended up wearing the same old things. Hey but careful, when it comes for me being fussy u wudnt wan to come near me then;p.

Study has been very boring these few days. But i need to,i have to. Perhaps for the rest of my life then. Of the title above, I just cant wait to see all the future "mama's" in the labour room in O& G dpt. which i last saw during my 5th clinical years. I hope I grad with flying colors theoritical knwlegde of medicine as im working with humans, emotionally oriented object which can feel the Pain, Sensitivity. (Accurate diagnose/cure/advise,prevent)

Spain & London getaway~!

Yeap. Im off to this soooooooo-longed-to-go country (Spain) for me rite after graduation,Insyallah. Wud be my last destination afterall.
Checklist status:

1. Ryan Air Domestics Granada-Barca = confirmed
2. Luggage Bookings = confirmed
3. Barca hostel = confirmed
4. Flite to and fro Moscow = Confirmed
5. Accomodations and ticketing (London) = Shu's friend, ticket kiv
6. Domestics Barca- London = Confirmed
7. Madrid Hostel = Confirmed

That are the few things that need some catch-ups later. Drop by London to shop since the GBP falls great againts other currencies. *drool*

So Long , Jimmy,,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

And thats the song i used to listen again n again during my jr 3rd year by James Blunt. This Sat is not as good as it supposed to be, dim cloudy wheather but hey i aint gonna sleep bec yah. Had enough beauty sleep last nitey ^_^...

Now its 915am. Havent had my breakfast yet, wandering around some blogs and catch myself with this one topic CRF ( chronic renal failure). A very familiar one. But hardly remember the management. So guess I'd work my ass of this morning on this topic with Kumar & Clark's help, with reference to Msia Hosp doses of Sarawak's handbook.

Guess dats for now. Will be writing more later when i feel empty.
Wassalam.

p/s- that was my cuzzie Nabilah & hubby wish u both happiness in life forever! blessed with many childrens ahaks;)

Kelas Onkologi (Cancer)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Best giler ah mgu ni kelas relaxx... oncology lecture je.. balik awl.. n tak tensi ( paling penting ) ..
Harini bgn awl kul 5 still x smpt nk bfast sbb ralit.. asyik .. and lastly mkn bun apple ( ablochni pirozhki) kt hosp... nice one.. yummyumm...

...Huarghhh...(yawn)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Harini or pada ketika ini aku tersangatlah mengantuk.. sambil revise psl Lymphoma kt Clin Medicine .Macam biasa la org kate mike klu bkk buku je mstila ada aura2 mengantuk tuh kan... Skang pukul 620 pagi, kul 8 nk g class. Mgu ni kelas Oncology, blaja pasal cancer :

1) Cancer Overview
2) Malignant Tumor Progression
3) Molecular biology of cancer
4) Cancer (Clinical)
- screening
- diagnosis
- staging
- treatment
- prevention
- M & M ( morbidity and mortality)

p/s = senarai kt atas tu checklist aku je..keskes..

Smlm dah settle like 30 % tiket utk g cuti-cuti luar negara..yuhuu.. heh(sob3 bile pk bab duit).. lepas grad insyallah..
x sabar nak keje, lagi around 2 months lebih sket nk balik, in spite of all the hassles being told by fellow friends and moron,insensitive bloggers bout working life in homeland.. i wud still consider dat i need to prepare myself to the world; not that it had effect on our self-esteem at any cause.

Ok nak sambung blaja.. sambil melayan lagu hadith 6, and atas nama cinta ... err.. ter 'encounter' this type of song act..then mtk dgn are.. ape2 source nasyid - are (hazman - the junior).. comp aku xde nasyid.Bukan xdak sbb aku x dgr ok, aku mmg delete semua lagu pun.. xnak kasik slow,semua letak dlm iPod je..huahua..
next time pulak .. wassalam..